Tuesday, September 4, 2007

I have been constantly ill lately... perhaps, the workload's getting to me.

I had 2 days to work on tomorrow's stuff but I'd been curling in bed and denying reality.

While in Malaysia I went out with a friend who has cervical spondylitis. I didn't know it until then... she's so young and, it hurts. It was very brief, the meeting. But I pondered about my life on and off, unable to really think about it, because I dare not. Because everything's in pieces, and the only thing I can do is work, and try to forget.

The only thing that kinda made me laugh was when someone I met a couple years ago found me on facebook and passed a remark, "your penchant for black hasn't changed, I see."

3 comments :

LJY said...

Pause for a moment and just breathe. :) Sometimes all you need is time to catch your breath and then the pieces like a jigsaw will come together and fit.. slowly but surely because in those breaths... we may just breathe in profound epiphanies.. or discover solutions. xD I sound rather naive, don't I? x)

But do get better.

And the new upload says so much... the photo alone means so much. But it is familiar... from an old shoot or photo right? :)

And Malaysia sounded like a lot of fun for you... hopefully you'll come down again. :)

AndroidKAT said...

it's nice to read about other people converging at the same place by doing different things.

L_kun said...

i saw all of your pics and galleries and sites, i was too curious...

And now i kinda realize what u mean in this post...u must be really devote to your works, galleries and site...and is a good thing...u can use and show you talent and many people is happy to see your pics...

But seems like you reach the limits sometimes...i dunno u at all...but what i can feel is that u are a person u go straight on like a tank to your goal^^...

Well is not like i csn do something for u, and maybe u don't even need but...

Stop doing like this! it sucks! it's just bullshit! it's moronic!

I'm one of the people who likes a lot your pics, so please forgive me for using such words...was just a try to move u a lil...

In other words, what i mean is...take a break...a REAL break...don't touch deviantart page, this blog, whatever site for a while...do something just for u...is not nice when someone talented like u feels like u feel now....take a break and find yourself again, creative people needs it from time to time^^

Anyway...i apoligize...i was too nosy and rude maybe^^

Take care! ciao^^